ets could not be created as they were wanted； and his armies； therefore； were to come over in gun…boats； and such small craft as could be rapidly built or collected for the occasion。 From the former governments of France such threats have only been matter of insult and policy： in Buonaparte they were sincere； for this adventurer； intoxicated with success； already began to imagine that all things were to be submitted to his fortune。 We had not at that time proved the superiority of our soldiers over the French； and the unreflecting multitude were not to be persuaded that an invasion could only be effected by numerous and powerful fleets。 A general alarm was excited； and； in condescension to this unworthy feeling； Nelson was appointed to a command； extending from Orfordness to Beachy Head； on both shoresa sort of service； he said； for which he felt no other ability than what might be found in his zeal。
To this service； however； such as it was； he applied with his wonted alacrity； though in no cheerful frame of mind。 To Lady Hamilton； his only female correspondent； he says at this time； 〃I am not in very good spirits； and； except that our country demands all our services and abilities to bring about an honourable peace； nothing should prevent my being the bearer of my own letter。 But； my dear friend； I know you are so true and loyal an Englishwoman； that you would hate those who would not stand forth in defence of our king； laws； religion； and all that is dear to us。 It is your sex that makes us go forth； and seem to tell us； 〃None but the brave deserve the fair〃； and if we fall； we still live in the hearts of those females。 It is your sex that rewards us； it is your sex who cherish our memories； and you； my dear honoured friend； are； believe me； the first； the best of your sex。 I have been the world around； and in every corner of it； and never yet saw your equal； or even one who could be put in comparison with you。 You know how to reward virtue； honour； and courage； and never to ask if it is placed in a prince； duke； lord； or peasant。〃 Having hoisted his flag in the MEDUSA frigate； he went to reconnoitre Boulogne the point from which it was supposed the great attempt would be made； and which the French； in fear of an attack themselves； were fortifying with all care。 He approached near enough to sink two of their floating batteries； and to destroy a few gun…boats which were without the pier。 What damage was done within could not be ascertained。 〃Boulogne；〃 he said； 〃was certainly not a very pleasant place that morning； but；〃 he added； 〃it is not my wish to injure the poor inhabitants； and the town is spared as much as the nature of the service will admit。〃 Enough was done to show the enemy that they could not； with impunity； come outside their own ports。 Nelson was satisfied by what he saw； that they meant to make an attempt from this place； but that it was impracticable； for the least wind at W。N。W。 and they were lost。 The ports of Flushing and Flanders were better points： there we could not tell by our eyes what means of transport were provided。 From thence； therefore； if it came forth at all； the expedition would come。 〃And what a forlorn undertaking！〃 said he： 〃consider cross tides； &c。 As for rowing； that is impossible。 It Is perfectly right to be prepared for a mad government； but with the active force which has been given me； I may pronounce it almost impracticable。〃
That force had been got together with an alacrity which has seldom been equalled。 On the 28th of July； we were； in Nelson's own words； literally at the foundation of our fabric of defence； and twelve days afterwards we were so prepared on the enemy's coast that he did not believe they could get three miles from their ports。 The MEDUSA； returning to our own shores； anchored in the rolling ground off Harwich； and when Nelson wished to get to the Nore in her； the wind rendered it impossible to proceed there by the usual channel。 In haste to be at the Nore； remembering that he had been a tolerable pilot for the mouth of the Thames in his younger days； and thinking it necessary that he should know all that could be known of the navigation； he requested the maritime surveyor of the coast； Mr。 Spence； to get him into the Swin by any channel； for neither the pilots which he had on board； nor the Harwich ones； would take charge of the ship。 No vessel drawing more than fourteen feet had ever before ventured over the Naze。 Mr。 Spence； however； who had surveyed the channel； carried her safely through。 The channel has since been called Nelson's； though he himself wished it to be named after the MEDUSA： his name needed no new memorial。
Nelson's eye was upon Flushing。 〃To take possession of that place；〃 he said； 〃would be a week's expedition for four or five thousand troops。〃 This； however； required a consultation with the Admiralty； and that something might be done； meantime he resolved upon attacking the flotilla in the mouth of the Boulogne harbour。 This resolution was made in deference to the opinion of others； and to the public feeling； which was so preposterously excited。 He himself scrupled not to assert that the French army would never embark at Boulogne for the invasion of England； and he owned that this boat warfare was not exactly congenial to his feelings。 Into Helvoet or Flushing he should be happy to lead； if Government turned their thoughts that way。 〃While I serve；〃 said he； 〃I will do it actively； and to the very best of my abilities。 I require nursing like a child；〃 he added； 〃my mind carries me beyond my strength； and will do me up； but such is my nature。〃
The attack was made by the boats of the squadron in five divisions； under Captains Somerville； Parker； Cotgrave； Jones； and Conn。 The previous essay had taught the French the weak parts of their position； and they omitted no means of strengthening it； and of guarding against the expected attempt。 The boats put off about half…an…hour before midnight； but； owing to the darkness； and tide and half…tide； which must always make night attacks so uncertain on the coasts of the Channel； the divisions separated。 One could not arrive at all； another not till near daybreak。 The others made their attack gallantly； but the enemy were fully prepared： every vessel was defended by long poles； headed with iron spikes； projecting from their sides： strong nettings were braced up to their lower yards； they were moored by the bottom to the shore； they were strongly manned with soldiers； and protected by land batteries； and the shore was lined with troops。 Many were taken possession of； and； though they could not have been brought out； would have been burned； had not the French resorted to a mode of offence； which they have often used； but which no other people have ever been wicked enough to employ。 The moment the firing ceased on board one of their own vessels they fired upon it from the shore； perfectly regardless of their own men。
The commander of one of the French divisions acted like a generous enemy。 He hailed the boats as they approached； and cried out in English： 〃Let me advise you； my brave Englishmen； to keep your distance： you can do nothing here； and it is only uselessly shedding the blood of brave men to make the attempt。〃 The French official account boasted of the victory。 〃The combat；〃 it said； 〃took place in sight of both countries； it was the first of the kind； and the historian would have cause to make this remark。〃 They guessed our loss at four or five hundred； it amounted to one hundred and seventy…two。 In his private letters to the Admiralty； Nelson affirmed； that had our force arrived as he intended； it was not all the chains in France which could have prevented our men from bringing off the whole of the vessels。 There had been no error committed； and never did Englishmen display more courage。 Upon this point Nelson was fully satisfied； but he said he should never bring himself again to allow any attack wherein he was not personally concerned； and that his mind suffered more than if he had had a leg shot off in the affair。 He grieved particularly for Captain Parker； an excellent officer； to whom he was greatly attached； and who had an aged father looking to him for assistance。 His thigh was shattered in the action； and the wound proved mortal； after some weeks of suffering and manly resignation。 During this interval； Nelson's anxiety was very great。 〃Dear Parker is my child；〃 said he； 〃for I found him in distress。〃 And when he received the tidings of his death； he replied： 〃You will judge of my feelings： God's will be done。 I beg that his hair may be cut off and given me； it shall be buried in my grave。 Poor Mr。 Parker！ What a son has he lost！ If I were to say I was content； I should lie； but I shall endeavour to submit with all the fortitude in my power。 His loss has made a wound in my heart； which time will hardly heal。〃
〃You ask me； my dear friend；〃 he says to Lady Hamilton； 〃if I am going on more expeditions？ and even if I was to forfeit your friendship； which is dearer to me than all the world； I can tell you nothing。 For； I go out： I see the enemy； and can get at them； it is my duty： and you would naturally hate me； if I kept back one moment。 I long to pay them for their tricks t'other day；