before his Majesty。 〃That makes no difference；〃 replied he； 〃the Emperor
wishes you to come immediately； just as you are。〃 I obeyed instantly；
and went； or rather ran； to the Emperor's cabinet； where I found him with
the Empress； Queen Hortense； and another person whose name I do not
perfectly recall。 The Emperor deigned to give me a most cordial welcome；
and as the Empress seemed to pay no attention to me； said to her in a
manner whose kindness I shall never forget； 〃Louise； do you not recognize
Constant？〃
〃I perceived him。〃 ＇Elsewhere Constant has stated her reply was； 〃I had
not perceived him。〃＇ This was the only reply of her Majesty the
Empress； but such was not the case with Queen Hortense； who welcomed me
as kindly as her adorable mother had always done。
The Emperor was very gay； and seemed to have forgotten all his fatigue。
I was about to retire respectfully； but his Majesty said to me； 〃No；
Constant； remain a minute longer； and tell me what you saw on your road。〃
Even if I had any intention to conceal from the Emperor a part of the
truth； taken thus unawares I should have lacked the time to prepare an
agreeable falsehood； so I said to him that everywhere； even in Silesia；
my eyes had been struck by the same frightful spectacle； for everywhere I
had seen the dead and the dying； and poor unfortunates struggling
hopelessly against cold and hunger。 〃That is true； that is true；〃 he
said； 〃go and rest； my poor boy； you must be in need of it。 To…morrow
you will resume your service。〃
The next day； in fact； I resumed my duties near the Emperor； and I found
him exactly the same as he had been before entering on the campaign； the
same placidity was evident on his countenance。 It would have been said
that the past was no longer anything to him； and living ever in the
future； he already saw victory perched again on our banner； and his
enemies humiliated and vanquished。 It is true that the numerous
addresses he received； and discourses which were pronounced in his
presence by the presidents of the senate and the council of state； were
no less flattering than formerly； but it was very evident in his replies
that if he pretended to forget this disastrous experience in Russia； he
was more deeply concerned about the affair of General Malet than anything
else。
＇In the reply of the Emperor to the council of state occurred the
following remarkable passage； which it may not be amiss to repeat at
this period as very singular：
〃It is to idealism and that gloomy species of metaphysics which；
seeking subtilely for first causes； wishes to place on such
foundations the legislation of a people； instead of adapting the
laws to their knowledge of the human heart； and to the lessons of
history； that it is necessary to attribute all the misfortunes our
beautiful France has experienced。 These errors have necessarily led
to the rule of the men of blood。 In fact； who has proclaimed the
principle of insurrection as a duty？ Who has paid adulation to the
nation while claiming for it a sovereignty which it was incapable of
exercising？ Who has destroyed the sanctity and respect for the
laws； in making them depend； not on the sacred principles of
justice； or the nature of things and on civil justice； but simply on
the will of an assembly of men strangers to the knowledge of civil；
criminal； administrative； political； and military law？ When one is
called on to regenerate a state； there are directly opposite
principles by which one must necessarily be guided。〃NOTE BY THE
EDITOR of FRENCH EDITION。
Claude Francois de Malet； born at Dole； 1754。 In 1806 was a general
officer； and was dismissed the service。 Plotting against the
Emperor； he was imprisoned from 1808 to 1812。 On October 24 he
issued a proclamation that the Emperor had died in Russia； and that
he （Malet） had been appointed Governor of Paris by the senate。 He
made Savary prisoner； and shot General Hullin。 He was made prisoner
in turn by General Laborde； and summarily shot。…TRANS。 ＇See 〃The
Memoirs〃 by Bourrienne for the detail of this plot。 D。W。＇
As for myself I cannot deny the painful feelings I experienced the first
time I went out in Paris； and passed through the public promenades during
my hours of leisure； for I was struck with the large number of persons in
mourning whom I met；the wives and sisters of our brave soldiers mowed
down on the fields of Russia； but I kept these disagreeable impressions
to myself。
A few days after my return to Paris their Majesties were present at the
opera where 'Jerusalem Delivered' was presented。 I occupied a box which
Count de Remusat had the kindness to lend me for that evening （he was
first chamberlain of the Emperor； and superintendent of theaters）； and
witnessed the reception given the Emperor and Empress。 Never have I seen
more enthusiasm displayed； and I must avow that the transition seemed to
me most sudden from the recent passage of the Beresina to those truly
magical scenes。 It was on Sunday； and I left the theater a little before
the close in order to reach the palace before the Emperor's return。 I
was there in time to undress him； and I well remember that his Majesty
spoke to me that evening of the quarrel between Talma and Geoffroy which
had occurred a few days before his arrival。 The Emperor； although he had
a high opinion of Talma； thought him completely in the wrong； and
repeated several times； 〃A man of his age！ A man of his age！ that is
inexcusable。 Zounds ！〃 added he； smiling； 〃do not people speak evil of
me also？ Have I not also critics who do not spare me？ He should not be
more sensitive than I〃 This affair； however； had no disagreeable result
for Talma； for the Emperor was much attached to him； and overwhelmed him
with pensions and presents。
Talma in this respect was among the very privileged few； for giving
presents was not in his Majesty's role； especially to those in his
private service。 It was then near the 1st of January； but we built no
air castles at this period； for the Emperor never made gifts。 We knew
that we could not expect any emoluments； though I； especially； could
exercise no economy； for the Emperor required that my toilet should
always be extremely elegant。 It was something really extraordinary to
see the master of half of Europe not disdaining to occupy himself with
the toilet of his valet de chambre； even going so far that when he saw me
in a new coat which pleased him he never failed to compliment me on it；
adding； 〃You are very handsome； Monsieur Constant。〃
Even on the occasion of the marriage of the Emperor and Marie Louise； and
that of the birth of the King of Rome； those composing the private
service of his Majesty received no present； and the Emperor thought the
expenses of these ceremonies too great。 On one occasion； however； but
not in consequence of any unusual circumstance； the Emperor said to me
one morning as I finished dressing him； 〃Constant； go to M。 Meneval； I
have given him orders to allow you eighteen hundred livres of income。〃
Now； it happened that the funds had gone up in the interval between the
order and its execution； and instead of receiving eighteen hundred livres
of rent； I received only seventeen； which I sold a short time after； and
with the product of this sale bought a modest piece of property in the
forest of Fontainebleau。
Sometimes the Emperor made presents to the princes and princesses of his
family； of which I was nearly always the bearer； and I can assert that
with two or three rare exceptions this duty was perfectly gratuitous； a
circumstance which I recall here simply as a recollection。 Queen
Hortense and Prince Eugene were never included； according to my
recollection； in the distribution of Imperial gifts； and the Princess
Pauline was most often favored。
In spite of the numerous occupations of the Emperor； who after his return
from the army spent much time during the day； and most of the nights；
working in his cabinet； he showed himself more frequently in public than
heretofore； going out almost without escort。 On the 2d of January； 1813；
for instance； I remember he went； accompanied only by Marshal Duroc； to
visit the basilica of Notre Dame； the works of the archbishopric； those
of the central depot of wines； and then； crossing the bridge of
Austerlitz； the granaries； the fountain of the elephant； and finally the
palace of the Bourse； which his Majesty often said was the handsomest
building then existing in Europe。 Next to his passion for war； that for
monuments was strongest in the Emperor's heart。 The cold was quite
severe while his Majesty was taking these solitary excursions； but in
fact the cold weather in Paris seemed a very mild temperature to all who
had just returned from Russia。
I remarked at this time； that is to say at the end of 1812 and the
beginning of 1813； that the Emperor had never hunted so frequently。 Two
or three times a week I assisted him to don his hunting…costume； which
he； like all persons of his suite； wore in accordance with the recently
revi