or through presumptuous contempt of the air…god； the air…god will
kill him； unless he keeps his head high enough out of the water；
and thus gives the air…god his due。
This with regard to the deities who manage physical affairs。 Over
and above these they personify hope； fear； love； and so forth；
giving them temples and priests； and carving likenesses of them in
stone； which they verily believe to be faithful representations of
living beings who are only not human in being more than human。 If
any one denies the objective existence of these divinities； and
says that there is really no such being as a beautiful woman called
Justice； with her eyes blinded and a pair of scales； positively
living and moving in a remote and ethereal region； but that justice
is only the personified expression of certain modes of human
thought and actionthey say that he denies the existence of
justice in denying her personality； and that he is a wanton
disturber of men's religious convictions。 They detest nothing so
much as any attempt to lead them to higher spiritual conceptions of
the deities whom they profess to worship。 Arowhena and I had a
pitched battle on this point； and should have had many more but for
my prudence in allowing her to get the better of me。
I am sure that in her heart she was suspicious of her own position
for she returned more than once to the subject。 〃Can you not see；〃
I had exclaimed； 〃that the fact of justice being admirable will not
be affected by the absence of a belief in her being also a living
agent？ Can you really think that men will be one whit less
hopeful； because they no longer believe that hope is an actual
person？〃 She shook her head； and said that with men's belief in
the personality all incentive to the reverence of the thing itself；
as justice or hope； would cease； men from that hour would never be
either just or hopeful again。
I could not move her； nor； indeed； did I seriously wish to do so。
She deferred to me in most things； but she never shrank from
maintaining her opinions if they were put in question； nor does she
to this day abate one jot of her belief in the religion of her
childhood； though in compliance with my repeated entreaties she has
allowed herself to be baptized into the English Church。 She has；
however； made a gloss upon her original faith to the effect that
her baby and I are the only human beings exempt from the vengeance
of the deities for not believing in their personality。 She is
quite clear that we are exempted。 She should never have so strong
a conviction of it otherwise。 How it has come about she does not
know； neither does she wish to know； there are things which it is
better not to know and this is one of them； but when I tell her
that I believe in her deities as much as she doesand that it is a
difference about words； not things； she becomes silent with a
slight emphasis。
I own that she very nearly conquered me once； for she asked me what
I should think if she were to tell me that my God； whose nature and
attributes I had been explaining to her； was but the expression for
man's highest conception of goodness； wisdom； and power； that in
order to generate a more vivid conception of so great and glorious
a thought； man had personified it and called it by a name； that it
was an unworthy conception of the Deity to hold Him personal；
inasmuch as escape from human contingencies became thus impossible；
that the real thing men should worship was the Divine；
whereinsoever they could find it； that 〃God〃 was but man's way of
expressing his sense of the Divine； that as justice； hope； wisdom；
&c。； were all parts of goodness； so God was the expression which
embraced all goodness and all good power； that people would no more
cease to love God on ceasing to believe in His objective
personality； than they had ceased to love justice on discovering
that she was not really personal； nay； that they would never truly
love Him till they saw Him thus。
She said all this in her artless way； and with none of the
coherence with which I have here written it； her face kindled； and
she felt sure that she had convinced me that I was wrong； and that
justice was a living person。 Indeed I did wince a little； but I
recovered myself immediately； and pointed out to her that we had
books whose genuineness was beyond all possibility of doubt； as
they were certainly none of them less than 1800 years old； that in
these there were the most authentic accounts of men who had been
spoken to by the Deity Himself； and of one prophet who had been
allowed to see the back parts of God through the hand that was laid
over his face。
This was conclusive； and I spoke with such solemnity that she was a
little frightened； and only answered that they too had their books；
in which their ancestors had seen the gods； on which I saw that
further argument was not at all likely to convince her； and fearing
that she might tell her mother what I had been saying； and that I
might lose the hold upon her affections which I was beginning to
feel pretty sure that I was obtaining； I began to let her have her
own way； and to convince me； neither till after we were safely
married did I show the cloven hoof again。
Nevertheless； her remarks have haunted me； and I have since met
with many very godly people who have had a great knowledge of
divinity； but no sense of the divine： and again； I have seen a
radiance upon the face of those who were worshipping the divine
either in art or naturein picture or statuein field or cloud or
seain man； woman； or childwhich I have never seen kindled by
any talking about the nature and attributes of God。 Mention but
the word divinity； and our sense of the divine is clouded。
CHAPTER XVII： YDGRUN AND THE YDGRUNITES
In spite of all the to…do they make about their idols； and the
temples they build； and the priests and priestesses whom they
support； I could never think that their professed religion was more
than skin…deep； but they had another which they carried with them
into all their actions； and although no one from the outside of
things would suspect it to have any existence at all； it was in
reality their great guide； the mariner's compass of their lives； so
that there were very few things which they ever either did； or
refrained from doing； without reference to its precepts。
Now I suspected that their professed faith had no great hold upon
themfirstly； because I often heard the priests complain of the
prevailing indifference； and they would hardly have done so without
reason； secondly； because of the show which was made； for there was
none of this about the worship of the goddess Ydgrun； in whom they
really did believe； thirdly； because though the priests were
constantly abusing Ydgrun as being the great enemy of the gods； it
was well known that she had no more devoted worshippers in the
whole country than these very persons； who were often priests of
Ydgrun rather than of their own deities。 Neither am I by any means
sure that these were not the best of the priests。
Ydgrun certainly occupied a very anomalous position； she was held
to be both omnipresent and omnipotent； but she was not an elevated
conception； and was sometimes both cruel and absurd。 Even her most
devoted worshippers were a little ashamed of her； and served her
more with heart and in deed than with their tongues。 Theirs was no
lip service； on the contrary； even when worshipping her most
devoutly； they would often deny her。 Take her all in all； however；
she was a beneficent and useful deity； who did not care how much
she was denied so long as she was obeyed and feared； and who kept
hundreds of thousands in those paths which make life tolerably
happy； who would never have been kept there otherwise； and over
whom a higher and more spiritual ideal would have had no power。
I greatly doubt whether the Erewhonians are yet prepared for any
better religion； and though （considering my gradually strengthened
conviction that they were the representatives of the lost tribes of
Israel） I would have set about converting them at all hazards had I
seen the remotest prospect of success； I could hardly contemplate
the displacement of Ydgrun as the great central object of their
regard without admitting that it would be attended with frightful
consequences； in fact were I a mere philosopher； I should say that
the gradual raising of the popular conception of Ydgrun would be
the greatest spiritual boon which could be conferred upon them； and
that nothing could effect this except example。 I generally found
that those who complained most loudly that Ydgrun was not high
enough for them had hardly as yet come up to the Ydgrun standard；
and I often met with a class of men whom I called to myself 〃high
Ydgrunites〃 （the rest being Ydgrunites； and low Ydgrunites）； who；
in the matter of human conduct and the affairs of life； appeared to
me to have got about as far as it is in the right nature of man to
go。
They were gentlemen in the full sense of the word； and what has one
not said in saying this？ They seldom spoke of Ydgrun； or even
alluded to her； but would never run counter to her dictates without
ample r